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FML :'(
Saturday, July 10, 2010 @ 6:55 PM hello. CCA day was awesome. i became IC again cause i wanted too ;) then i had training with the other GOH contigent ;D it was seriously awesome. then after tht, went to lepak, fetch Marlina. then enjoyed myself at sabrina's house. ;B they danced, gave fariq free show (Y) hehehk. jumped up and down on sabrona's bed with Marlina and herself and the bed sort of became CONCAVE then someth really I SWEAR SADDENING HAPPEN TO ME. those words pierced thru me like sharp knife. omg. i laid on sabrina's bed and cursed and BOOM, i cried. thanks eliza and sabrina for cheering me up. but its just too hurting. sabrina and eliza disallowed me to go home as they're afraid im gonna do someth stupid. abg amarool talked to me, i hang up. i cried. then eventually i went home. and i cried on the bus, went home. locked myself in my room. went out, had my dinner ALONE. PILLS were on the table and, i overdosed myself. i ate 4 diff types of PILLS, and drank 2 spoon full of some liquid. then onlined and i fell asleep. around 1am++ , i woke up. offed the com and went out. smoked continously. booo, i suckkkk. i was really sober. i was like some drunkard yesterday. woke up superduper late for tuition. went with hada. had some fun during tuition. after tuition, meet with ghayathri, then went home. onlined, did DnT with her. then we went out. its was enjoying (L) i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the outing. the best tht happen to me after a nongnong time. (: then went home. and my emotions hit me back. i cried again. i cnt help but cry. boo, my life currently sucks. i wanna die, i wanna slit, better still, cut myself like last time. :'( i wanna overdose myself again. but more this time. and no one is there to stop me, wait, NO ONE FUCKINGLY CARES _!_ FML :( |