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is he th next one ?
Tuesday, October 6, 2009 @ 9:52 PM
 i`m confuse . i dont knw my own feelings . whd should i do ? he cheers me up when i`m down . he is there when i need him . he understand me most among most guys . he looks like a bad boy , but he is not . if i were to tell my friends abt him , they`ll totally not understand my feelings . ohmygosh . i really don`t know . I`M SO CONFUSE WITH EVERYTHING THT IS HAPPENING IN LIFE ! oh god . i want things to be back to normal . but , seriously , whtever la . i`m over with Syah & i really mean it . but , tht guy , i really like him , but , he treats me as a friend & so do i . i dont want because of a stupid thing , called relationship , to affect our friendship tht i treasure most . & i dont want baecause of him . i`ll argue with my friends . i hope they`ll understand my feelings abt him . but , gosh . i really dont know . should i continue on liking him ? but , i just cant control my feelings . Everytime i see him , my heart will skip a beat . && i`m alr over you ; Syah .
hey . Currently chatting with my Girlfriend ; Eikah(: she is great to chat . she advice me abt stuffs && i really appreciate it uhk . Thank Youuuuuuuuuuuuhh fo` th advice sayang :] hahs xD
today . sick again so , jyeah , whtever . alot of things hppn . in sch . didn`t even saw tht someone . like as if ignoring me seyyh . then , tht hppn , this hhpn . aftr sch . eat . then PJ , Cherry , Ghaya went my hse . wanted to study but in th end , we all except ghaya , make over cherry . she look damn chio seyyh . hahs xD they went home arnd 4.30pm liddat . sent Cherry & PJ to th bus stop till th bus come then only send ghaya :] went home , wanted to go to mcD & saw fatinBaby :D but she didnt recognise me ! me me :D freak ! then , i called Fatin . then , she smiled at me then she ask her sister , who i am . then i say ; "Julaiha la" then she was like Ohh . LOL . she didnt recognise me `cause i look diff . she say i look hot . ThankYouuuuuuuuuhh :] Fatin also look hot lurh knkn ? hahs xD went home . eat then fell asleep while watching idk wht show . then . went ngaji . Aqil there . dotz . i dont care him la ! LOLs . then , balik with abg . took some UGLY pictures . so unGLAM ~ ! katekan photogenic knkn ? urgh ~ prasan urh Juju . xD
 hmm .. thts all fo today i guess :) && dont get sick ! totally suck ! xP
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